Held Together With Stitches

Genre cover by Paul Deleon

Why is this piece your Trace Fossil?

"This piece is a personal expression of joy and acceptance. Throughout my life, I have dealt with the strain, stress, and sadness of feeling rejected by those closest to me because I am transgender. So much so, that I hated myself for being this way. With all my suppressed frustrations and fear, I created artworks that were cathartic to me as they expressed all that I couldn’t say. My art has developed since then into works that express the joys I’ve found in my life. This piece is a representation of those joys.

I sought to portray a space made by someone who had to scrounge around for materials and use the rejected trash from others to create something new. I use these materials and transform their messy nature into a beautiful peacefulness I made for myself. In my life, I felt uncomfortable enjoying activities that are widely seen as more feminine as it made me feel like I wasn’t a real boy. However, as I learned to accept myself, I embraced these activities made me happy and allowed me to express myself in different ways. In this piece, I depicted different activities such as sewing, cooking, braiding hair, and painting nails, and I additionally expressed these through the use of materials. I used weaved and sewn pieces of fabric, I included braided fabric, and I used accents of nail polish throughout the piece to emphasize these ideas. This piece is a celebration of these activities and the joy I found in accepting them.

“Held Together With Stitches” is my Trace Fossil as it serves as a representation of how I’ve moved through life, but more importantly, it represents the joy I’ve found in accepting myself and finding a space I feel comfortable in. As I navigate life and inevitably face more hardships, I know that I can move forward and find comfort in the things I love.”

Paul Deleon is a multi-media artist from Florida who is currently studying at New World School of the Arts. His works serve as an expression of his experiences with being transgender. As a youth who grew up closeted for all his life, he found solace in creating artworks that communicated his experiences when he couldn’t say anything himself. He strives to use his art to speak in a way he can’t and potentially reach those who may be in a similar situation and resonate with his work. He’s now determined to create a bright future for himself as he continues to pursue art as he goes into college with a more authentic life.